Today marks the end of the Christmas season and provides another moment for us to reflect and receive the gift of the Incarnation.  When I was in High School in the late 1980s, everyone searched for and clung to an identity within the school community.  Maybe it’s the same now, but back in the 80s there were the athletes, or “the Jocks,” the good students, or “the Nerds,” those who liked Heavy Metal music, or the “Head bangers,” those who dressed in the newest fashions, or “the Preppies,” and those who liked Punk music, or “the Punks.”  Certainly not an exhaustive list, but what is clear are two things.  First, we all search for an identity, and second, once we find it, we cling to it with great tenacity.  This is because every human being yearns to belong, to have a sense of community and a place within it.  If this desire is so universal within our hearts, then it must be from God.  At the same time, however, while we may have particular identities, some short and other long lasting, no identity articulated in this world is ultimately who we are.  Who we are can only be found in and through God.

With the Solemnity of the Baptism of the Lord, God reveals and gives to us our true and eternal identity.  After Jesus was baptized by John the Baptist and he came out of the water, the scripture tells us that a voice from the heavens spoke.  God the Father proclaimed that “You are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased.”  We may think that it makes perfect sense for God the Father to say this of God the Son, but how do these words affect us?  The Church teaches that through the humanity of the Lord, through his Incarnation, we are drawn by the Son into the relationship he shares with the Father.  This means that the words the Father spoke to and of the Son, so too are those words spoken to and of us.  Through Christ we have become the children of God.  Through Christ it is revealed to us that God is “well pleased” by us, that we are his delight.  Here then is our identity.  It is not given or confirmed by others, it is given eternally to us by God.  It is an identity that may be denied by us, but can never be lost.  God is the guarantor.  This truth is of the utmost importance for us.  As God tells us in Isaiah: “Incline your ear, and come to me; listen, so that you may live.”

God Bless and Take Care,

Fr. John

Recently, I was tossing-and-turning in bed thinking of the lead story from the news I had just watched.  It was, of course, about the pandemic - rising case counts in most Provinces and the presentation of the “rollout” for the vaccine in Ontario.  I couldn’t sleep because I felt scared which always results in my becoming angry.  I was angry with those faceless people who seem to act recklessly and thus endanger everyone else.  I was angry with the government for its apparent slow “rollout” of the vaccine and I was angry with policy makers who have placed people my age without other health conditions more towards the back of the line.  I felt sorry for myself.  These thoughts turned and turned in my mind.  Slowly, however, I began to think of something different.  Should I not seek to understand why people do what they do instead of jumping to the most critical opinion?  After all, it isn’t easy to be without the company of friends.  Relationships and affection make us human in many ways.  Should I not be happy for others when they receive the vaccine rather than envious?  So many people are particularly vulnerable to the effects of the virus.  My good health is a blessing and those whose health is not as strong and those who care for them need to be protected.  Should I not wait for my turn trying to live the words of St. Paul – “Love is patient, love is kind.”?  As I thought over these questions, I realized I want to be a Christian all the time.  Even as I anticipate some return to the lives we use to live and enjoy, such as, the freedom to give and receive a hug, and for the Lourdes Community to be together to celebrate Mass, I must wait and collaborate as a Christian.

Our faith is not restricted to one compartment among many which together constitute our life.  On the contrary, our faith is to be present and impactful in every part of our lives.  The pandemic hasn’t changed our “marching orders,” it hasn’t altered our mission as given to us by the Son.  That being so, how do we proceed, how do we live our faith now?  A passage and image from the Gospel have been helpful to me during these moths.  The passage is from Matthew’s gospel (Mt. 14: 27) where Jesus walks on the water during a storm.  When the disciples see him they think it is ghost but the Lord tells them to “Take heart, it is I; do not be afraid.”  In the original text, Jesus says something closer to “I am” instead of “it is I.”  The Lord’s use of “I am” reminds us that this is the name God gave to himself in response to Moses at the burning bush in the Old Testament.  In the face of a storm and fear, Christ was and is saying, “Be not afraid.  God is here with you.”  The image comes from Jesus’ frequent reference to Israel and the world as “the vineyard.”  While I know that God in his goodness, God is all-Perfect and all-loving did not create the suffering of the pandemic, but God has permitted it to continue.  There are things we cannot know with regard God’s action or apparent inaction.  Even though we do not understand, our call as his disciples to labour in the vineyard remains constant.  And so it seems that our current mission is to labour in the vineyard the Lord in his perfect wisdom has given to us – the vineyard marked by a global pandemic.

As we seek to labour in the vineyard of the Lord in this new year, we do so with his compassion and his love.  As we walk the troubled and pained paths of our world we do so with him.  When he told the disciples “’I am,’ so take heart and do not be afraid,” the Lord was speaking to them and to us.  We begin this new year perhaps with confusion, uncertainty and fear, but we also begin it with renewed love, generosity and hope.  And we do so because our God, our Lord, our Saviour, our Brother is with us.

God Bless and Happy New Year,

Fr. John

Photo by Jon Tyson on Unsplash

Before updating you on the latest Covid-19 developments, we want to take a moment to say how incredibly blessed we are in our parish and how truly grateful we are to everyone in the Lourdes community for your ongoing support during this period of great uncertainty. It has been wonderful to see so many of you at Mass since we reopened in June.  We are especially grateful to all of the amazing volunteers who have helped ensure our church is a safe place to gather -- they have done an incredible service!

As you know, the number of new Covid-19 cases in the Greater Toronto Area have increased significantly in recent weeks and, at present, Toronto and Peel Regions are in the "Lockdown Stage" as identified by the Province of Ontario.  In addition, Premier Ford announced on November 20, 2020 special emergency measures to be taken in our area.

For this reason, as of Monday, November 23rd, we must restrict attendance inside the church to 10 people, including priests hearing confessions or a staff member or volunteer to monitor capacity restrictions.  Sadly, due to these measures, public Masses must be temporarily cancelled.  Our Priests will continue to celebrate private Mass daily for the intentions of parishioners and for those suffering from Covid-19.

Lourdes will remain open for private prayer daily from 8am to 6pm (excluding Sundays 11am-1pm) and for the faithful to receive the Sacrament of Reconciliation (link to Mass Times).

While it can never be  a substitute for attending Mass in person, we will be live-streaming our Sunday Mass and holding our daily Masses on Zoom, and we encourage you to participate as you are able.  As well you will find our revised office hours and protocols.

We recognize that these measures are extremely challenging.  We are incredibly grateful for the efforts of our heroic volunteers who have been faithfully welcoming parishioners and sanitizing the church between Masses, ensuring that we can operate safely and responsibly.  Your selflessness and generosity is inspiring!

So many of the faithful rely on the reception of the sacraments and our churches to find peace and support during this period of pandemic.  Despite these new restrictions, we will make every effort to continue our outreach -- such as resuming our Lourdes Connect & Care Ministry, reaching out to those who are vulnerable or alone among us.

We will continue to update you as the situation develops.  Be sure to check our website and watch for our Flocknote updates (we have some wonderful things planned for Advent).

Please be assured of our continuing prayers for you and your loved ones.  Keep healthy and remain safe. May God continue to bless you now and always!.

Dear parishioners,

We are so excited to re-open the Church very soon, and we can't wait to see you.

Our Parish team is working hard to get you all of the information about re-opening at Our Lady of Lourdes, including what social distancing measures will be in place, so that we can protect everyone's health and safety.

For now, this is just a brief note to say "stay tuned" for further information, and share some brief "headlines" for now:

Also, we will be conducting a drive for new volunteers so that we can better accommodate the additional social distancing measures for Sunday Masses (e.g. welcomers/ushers) - more details to come.

Thank you and God bless!

Our Lady of Lourdes Parish Team

Jesus is “the way, the truth and the life.” Until preparing for this Sunday, I always understood these words in a straightforward manner. They were like three chapter headings in the manual of Christian discipleship. If I did the things implied in “the way” and “the truth” then I would be rewarded with “the life.” I thought Christ’s words were addressed to my hands and head. Just in the past few days, however, I have come to understand his teaching as aiming not for our hands and heads, but for our hearts.

When the Lord speaks of “the way” it is easy for us to think he is targeting our behaviour. As such, his “way” is to become our path, that is, we are to act as he acted. We can reduce the Christian life to a life of imitation. It is like the popular slogan of many years ago – “What would Jesus do?” With this understanding, the Christian life feels similar to a costume, that is, “the way” is external and different from ourselves. I need to learn the actions in order to fit in. When he speaks of “the truth” again, it is easy for us to think it’s all about what we believe. If one believes correctly then one can belong to the Christian flock. But believing the Christian faith to be true and acting accordingly is not merely a conviction of our minds and will, of our heads and hands. It also involves a conviction of our hearts. And that “the way, the truth and the life” is a plea to our hearts is given with the full meaning of “the life.”

The Lord is offering with “the life,” a more basic and vital human need. He is telling us this most beautiful desire of God the Father. “The life” that the Lord gives is a life of communion with the Father. We are being asked to let the Father have what he desires. To let our Father have us forever. Or as Christ said to the disciples, “I will come again and will take you to myself, so that where I am, there you may be also.” We are offered through the Lord the free gift to be loved eternally; to be judged mercifully and compassionately always; and, to be “dandled” with joy on the Father’s knee. In “the way” and “the truth” Jesus gives us access to the Father and reveals him to us. As he says in response to St. Philip, “[w]hoever has seen me has seen the Father.” It is extraordinary to realize that the desire of God and enacted by his initiative is to be in eternal communion with us. Jesus Christ is indeed “the way, the truth and the life.” His is not primarily a teaching, it is rather an offer. God is offering God’s very self out of love and thoroughly in love with you. How blessed we are.

God Bless and take care,

Fr. John

Fr. John is hosting a virtual Daily Mass and Rosary - starting at 12:10pm, Monday through Saturday.

How do I join?

We are using an online video-conferencing platform called Zoom. You can connect in two ways:
1) Using your computer/smartphone/tablet, or
2) By telephone (voice only).

Options on how to connect​

1) By computer, tablet, or smartphone:
Option A: Click this link from your browser/email app and follow the instructions:
Option B: Download the Zoom app ( and, when prompted, enter the nine-digit meeting ID 144 871 650
2) By telephone
Step 1: Dial +1 647 374 4685 or +1 647 558 0588
Step 2: Enter the nine-digit meeting ID 144 871 650
(If you are calling from outside Toronto, or neither of the above numbers work, please visit to find your local number)

If you have any questions, please email [email protected]. Fr. John looks forward to seeing you on the call!

March 24, 2020

Dear Parishioners of Our Lady of Lourdes Parish,

In order to limit the spread of the COVID-19 virus and so as to comply with the Government of Ontario’s new regulations requiring that all non-essential workplaces be closed, we are sorry to inform you that the church and parish office must remain closed until further notice.

This is a deeply painful, but necessary, decision for our faith community.

However, we are still here for you during this difficult time. You can still leave a voicemail at the parish office: 416-924-6257. Or you can email us at: [email protected] We will return your message as soon as possible. Visit for updated information from the Archdiocese of Toronto and for links to view the Daily Mass online. You may also visit our Parish website at If it is an emergency, you may also call or text me (Fr John) at 416-417-1513.

Please continue to pray for those sick and those caring for them. Be assured of our daily prayers for you.

God Bless and Take Care,

Fr John

Fr John Sullivan, SJ
Pastor of Our Lady of Lourdes Parish

-The Cardinal's Office has said that all Masses are to be cancelled indefinitely. As such, both our Sunday and daily Masses are cancelled indefinitely.
-The Church remains open for private prayer during regular hours (approx. 7am to 8pm daily)
-NEW Lourdes TV: Starting Sunday March 20, 2020, we will be uploading an online Sunday Mass, presided by Fr John in the Church. The online mass will stream each Sunday at 11:30am. The link will be available at For those who are unable to watch at that time, the Mass will be available for viewing afterwards - a link will be posted on the same page. We also plan to record and upload other events, such as the Way of the Cross.
-NEW Daily Exposition of the Blessed Sacrament will begin Monday, March 23rd from 1pm to 7pm daily. We need people to sign up to spend some time with the Lord. Please email [email protected] or call the Parish Office at 416-924-6257.
-Saturday Confessions at 11am-12pm and 4pm-5pm will no longer take place in the Confessional. Instead, confessions will be available at the Rectory (41 Earl St).
-All events in the Church and Parish Halls are cancelled.
-The Parish Office remains open during regular hours (9am to 5pm, Monday to Saturday).
-NEW Online Prayer Page: we will be sharing resources on prayer during the COVID-19 crisis to Visit it today to view the Pope's spiritual communion prayer that can be said from home.
Outreach Response
-We are forming a Connect & Care team that will be reaching out to those who are isolated or home-bound due to the COVID-19 crisis, to provide a daily phone call or assistance picking up and dropping off groceries or other essentials. If you would like to volunteer, please email [email protected]
-The Lourdes Food Bank, located at the southeast corner of the 275 Bleecker St apartment building, is closed indefinitely, out of care and concern for our clients, volunteers, and staff. We are in conversation with other service providers in the community as to how the Church can assist those most in need during this extraordinary time while still protecting everyone's health.
Communications Response
-We are doing our best to keep everyone up to date during this extraordinary time. Visit the website. Share this email with your friends and encourage them to join Flocknote, the Parish's email and text messaging system. If you haven't already, please consider following or liking Our Lady of Lourdes on Facebook and Instagram.

To the members of the Our Lady of Lourdes community,

It's with heavy hearts that we announce that we've heard from the Cardinal's office that as of March 18 there will be no more Masses indefinitely, due to the COVID-19 situation.

The Church will remain open for private prayer during regular hours, as will the Parish Office.

Our Food Bank, located at 275 Bleecker St, will be closed indefinitely, out of concern for the health and well-being of staff and volunteers.

Please keep all those affected by the crisis in your prayers, as well as health care workers, and stay tuned for more information about how our Parish is responding to the crisis.

Here is a link to the Cardinal's message:

God bless & take care,

Fr John
March 13, 2020

To the members of the Our Lady of Lourdes community,

In light of the coronavirus (COVID-19) situation that is unfolding, Cardinal Collins has issued a letter to the faithful this (March 13) afternoon, which can be viewed here.

What this means for Our Lady of Lourdes is:

—Due to the Chief Medical Officer of the Province of Ontario asking that all public gatherings greater than 250 people be cancelled at this time, there will be no Sunday Mass this Sunday, March 15 (including the Saturday 5:15pm vigil on March 14th).
—The Cardinal has granted the faithful dispensation from their Sunday obligation.
—Our Lady of Lourdes Church will remain open for private prayer during normal hours, including on Sunday.
—Weekday masses will continue (Mon-Fri 8am, 12:10pm, 5:15pm; Sat 8am and 12:10pm) as will confessions (Saturday at 11am and 4pm).
—The Parish Office will remain open at this time at the usual hours (Monday-Saturday 9am-5pm).

The Cardinal will revisit the Sunday schedule for March 21-22 weekend, and we will let you know next week as soon as we hear.

The following parish events are canceled:
—Lenten Penance Service on March 18th
—Seniors Day Program on March 20th
—The Parish Way of the Cross on March 20th
—Lenten Parish Mission on March 23, 24, and 25th

All groups and activities are canceled this week, including:
—Kids @ Mass
—Sacramental Preparation
—Baptism instruction class
—Prayer Groups
—Outside groups using the parish halls

The Way of the Cross this Friday, March 13 evening (7pm) and the infant baptism in the Church at 10am will still go ahead as planned.

Please see the letter from Cardinal Collins for further information.

Thank you for your patience and understanding during this challenging time.

God bless & take care,

Fr John